Slumbering flaws

You can always evolve and if you are smart enough, you do evolve yourself. But if you don’t truly stabilize it you might fall back. This is something that many had talked to me about. Read this previous article on slickr-flikr for some great insight.

When you figure out the great things to do and add them to your lifestyle, you become awesome. But the source might be still left and it might wake up if your mentality gets shaken. Even if you delete a file, it can still be recovered. You have to fill it completely in zeroes. Forcing yourself to do something is filling the space with random number. It’s not effective.

                                               

Trace the fundamental source of all problems and look at it in a visionary eye. You’ll always find a certain inclination as the source. If you don’t, then you haven’t looked deep enough. Then vomit that source. Look at it in every direction. Take fear of failure for an example. It happens because of your inclination to certain results/goal/ideals or something similar. Take out that inclination/bond and explore it in all ways. Take your time and make sure that you fully understand all aspects.

Then you have 3 question types. First question its permanence. All thoughts change. Nothing is static. Those goal or ideals aren’t eternal. Those feelings only last when we think (delude) that they exist. When you realize this, you’ll stop repairing your withering inclinations.

Then ask yourself whether it’s bringing you happiness or joy. Is it exciting to live with bonds, fears, self-humiliation and sufferings? Look deeper-go deeper. Keep asking yourself this question until you get sick of your bondage.

Then ask whether those inclinations are your identity. Do your fears tell who you are? Does your money tell who you are? Do your failures tell who you are? Do your inclinations tell you who you are? Are you anything other than who you think you are? Then why stick with those things.

This realization will actually make all sources of your sufferings and flaws non-existent. All your flaws will be gone like a candle that was blown. When you realize a mirage for what it is, the existence of the mirage doesn’t affect you at all. Nothing would happen to you because of the mirage. You wouldn’t even have to try to figure out whether it’s right to cling onto it or not. You’d simply be free and enlightened.

The Actual Risk

Tell me what's risky. Going to school and learn well and going to college to get a good degree to get a good job and have a stable life with a proper income. This is the greatest risk you can ever take. But many thinks the opposite. That's a dumb delusion that happens due to ignorance. Let me tell you why. There is inflation and there are two types of people: the ones who keep getting richer and the ones who getting poorer. Or simply you can say the rich and the poor. It's a spiral. You get what you are accustomed to due to a complicated process.

I'll skip the complicated process since this isn't a book. Now let's look at the history. Check on the inflation and check on the increasing of salaries. See anything....? The increase of the salary is not in par with the inflation. The freedom of the budget is getting more and more restricted. The technological evolution gives the illusion of an increased comfort. But if you look at what's right in front of your very eyes you'll see that a stable job = getting poorer day by day.

You'll have to work harder on saving money and you'll get yourself into a conservation mood. When your body gets less food, it adapts by managing with less colorizes. This is what the people with a job are doing. They are survivors. They are the deer. They are the cattle. At best they are the dogs who are well fed and taken care of because someone is getting a great use out of his/her life. Don't be someone's bitch unless you are doing it for hobby. You can be a hunter. But there are better places. You can be a chief; a god; a legend. 

First read this post. Now do the thinking. You have to let go of all paths. You have to create your own path in your own ways. That's because everyone has their own compatible ways. If you find something much similar to what you are compatible with; then learn form it. You don't have to do all the learning. There are many people who have gone through experiences on their own. Learn from their existing experiences. Turn to the legends. See the paths they have taken. Analyze them. Read their successes and read read their failures. Analyze them and bring out the great truths behind their marvelous achievements. Most importantly, find your own methods to add into the list.

You'll discover the rest of the story on your own. You should be able to do since only smart and wise people stay with slickr-flikr. So I'll go on with disillusioning and warnings. You always hear about the people who deviated from the "path" and ended up being homeless and etc. The society says that they sucked at their lives because they didn't stick with the so called non-risky path. That's BULLSHIT!!! It happens due to lack of tactics.

All the legends had a strategy. They had their tactics. They thought about the next few decades of their lives since they were small kids and sticked with the plan. Learn about criminology. First they abhor crime. When they stick with crime they become accustomed to it and become naturally and effortlessly good at it. They become duck to water in crime. When you stick with your decisions your reality adapts. All the things you desire will be naturally achieved. Remember what I said about morning decisions. You don't have to micromanage everything. Just give a single command and be cool. Everything else will be naturally taken care of.

The ones who doesn't have the tactics and other related stuff, f@<ks themselves up. They don't initiate anything and ends up being total failures. What you need is good strategies and tactics. I'm not talking about plans. I'm talking about the plan without a plan.  

Don't aim at the middle class. Give it up. Stick to your intuition and tactics. If you don't stick to them you'll be f@<ked. If you utilize everything properly, your life will rock. You'll have the things that you dream of. you'll have your wish list completed. You wouldn't be really taking any risk if you have your tactics and flexibility. Don't trap yourself in a cell which keeps getting smaller and smaller. Get out of the cell and enjoy the prospers which are getting larger and larger. It's your time to give up the risky stability and skyrocket into awesomeness. Take your decision and live i awesomeness like a god.

Bake the noodle 21: Your Future

Think about your life. Think about your future. What would happen to you? Take few hours if you need. Just figure out how you would spend your life. Think about where your path would take you to. Think to the edge. Think about college. Think about job. Think about your happiness and relaxation. Think about everything you will have and everything you wouldn't have. Make a list of everything about your future. Look at it. Prepare another list that shows the cost. Think about your effort and psychological commitment required to achieve all the things in the list. Then look at some people you admire. It maybe Buddha, Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Scarlet Johanson, Steven Spielberg, Mark Wahlberg, Dan Brown, J.K. Rolling. Then make your list of a fantasy life.

After doing all the above you should feel whether there is something off with the way you are handling things in your life. you'll guarantee yourself whether you are going to end up being like one of the people you look up to or not. If you follow the "Path to a Successful Life" would you ever get the things in your wishlist? Would you ever live like the people who you look up to? Should you re-think your future strategies? Aren't most of the people going off the track? 
Ask yourself about the things that made the legends become legends. Ask yourself about the differences between the way they lived and the way that you are living. Just think about people like Steve Jobs who never had a degree and Steven Spielberg who didn't had a degree when he did his greatest movies. They did something right that you are doing wrong. Ask yourself "what?" More than 99% of the population are just average scum who'd just be completely forgotten 10-20 years after their deaths. Nobody would even know that they existed except for few about few hundreds out of the 7 000 000 000++

So shouldn't you be not doing the exact things that are done to get a good and successful life to actually live an awesome life??? 

Morning decisions

Every morning you can decide how you start the day. So what are you gonna do after getting out of the bed. I mean things apart from brushing your teeth and etc. are you gonna plan your day? Why are you gonna get your daily motivation? Are you gonna be ambitious? Why? Why can’t you just chill out. It’s not a difficult thing to do, right? No….wrong. simply being cool in the morning is one of the most difficult things to do in the world as well as one of the greatest things to do as a human.

                                      Every morning people have plans. They have dreams to achieve. So what? Do you need to constantly feed you conscious that you are gonna be successful and live a happy life. If you constantly remind yourself that you need to succeed and shake the world, it means you are not all that successful or happy. If you are just calm and cool all 24/7, it’s a reminder for you conscious that all is fine and everything is going totally awesome. Don’t waste your time thinking about the things you need to achieve. This will actually slow you down. Just chill. That’s all you’ve got to do.

                                                          If you wanna live healthy don’t feed your brain some thoughts of a great immune system and a healthy life. If you want success in your business, don’t go tuning your brain to make it give you the best decisions and answers. It’s retarded (from a relative POV). If you are calm and chilling all reality will be calm and chilling. You don’t have to micromanage everything in your life. Think you have a huge business empire. Now tell me what’s easier and more efficient: is it handling everything about you empire and taking care of all the important decisions or take this single decision of hiring a  your empire a great CEO?

                                                                                      The physical conditions can affect your psychological state if you let it. But you can decide to take over and turn the tables. Your cool mindset will manage everything. Your body’s functions will change to give you the best health and you wouldn’t be putting any effort to make it happen. You don’t manage your heart beat or breathing. But it all happens perfectly and effortlessly. That’s what does gonna happen when you are just chilling. But I’m talking about really being cool. I’m not talking about some bullshit like forcing yourself into being cool and intentionally making yourself not interact with all the crap around you. This effort will ruin everything.

                             When you get up in the morning don’t attach yourself into goals and ambitions. Just be cool. Just relax and observe. You’ll see the context well and you’ll know the best possible ways to do anything you want. All you have to do is cause the effects after understanding the context. Don’t micromanage your life. Decide it to be cool and relaxing and your body and consciousness will make it happen with zero or minimum effort.

Questions and Bliss

I’m gonna ask you a question. What if I’m………not gonna ask you that question. Is that a problem? For some scum, not having a problem is a problem. The first Matrix movie says that humans understand and accept reality through pain. Thus we become slaves of pain. We work hard to get into pains called jobs so that we won’t be hurt so much. People feel comfortable when they know that they paid a price to get their comforts such as a 100,000 dollar car.

                                This is hilarious to me. Remember what I said about funerals. Yep, it’s all so pathetic. People go tagging various emotions on various things and suffer because of it. Why can’t you be happy when your dog dies. You don’t need a reason to be happy. There is no real absolute meaning in anything in our lives. We can do what we please. Only thing you have to care about is causality. You do whatever you want and face the outcome. That’s it about life.

                                                You don’t have to be sad because your mom died! Seriously, you suck if you do. If you are happy because you mommy didn’t die out of her heart attack; still you suck. If none of those things affect you and you are happy cuz you like being happy; then you rock. If humans understand the world through pain and dealing with pain in a zillion ways, what would you be when you completely ignore the problems and feel what you want to feel? That is dominance. That is the feeling of godhood. That is one of the things those pathetic drug addicts search in their miserable habits.

                        So what if I don’t ask you that question? Would it affect you? The questions are not there to affect you. If you do change when you face a question; you suck. A question is about self-exploration and self-centeredness. So are the so called problems of life. They are about exploring yourself. You have the answers. You don’t need to pray or scavenge for your answers. Explore yourself and understand you experience of reality. Just observe and you’d know the true nature of everything you call “real”. You make it real: just as you do with a dream.

                                                Haven’t you woken up being scared or with teary eyes after a dream? That’s how people under suffering and dealing with pain looks like to me. Taking care of lives problems are exactly the same as getting affected and all hyped up because of some dream. SO what is a dream? Isn’t it a delusion or something? Then why the f@<k would you react in any way. If there are no problems, it means you have nothing to do. Even engaging in a hobby is a small scale suffering. I mean don’t your hands hurt when you play a lot of games? Doesn’t your neck hurt while reading lot of books? Then being at rest should be one heaven of bliss, right? Just think about 24/7 meditation.

                                So do you really need that question I was gonna ask? Do you need a task to complete? Come on just chill. Be cool. Be awesome. Stop understanding and defining your life using pain and sufferings. Stop being affected by anything. Do the things you think that matter really matters? Be what you wanna be when you wanna be. decide who you are. Don’t be decided who you are through the random stuff that happen in your life such as losing a limb or death of parents or something. Be happy. Always be happy. Be happy as a decision; not as a petty reaction.

SPEEDRun 7

So you are not living an all happy life. So what should you do? Study hard and go to college and finally find a good job so that you can afford to live a good life with a good house, a good BMW/Benz and a fine husband/wife…??/ Now come on. Is that it? Why would you work hard to accomplish your parent’s or loved one’s dream of you becoming a good respected citizen like a lecturer, engineer, surgeon or a manager of some company. That’s pathetic. Why?...just look forward and look far. See anything??

                                    You’ll see yourself working hard managing a business or doing surgeries. Think about a committed surgeon who works hard even sleeplessly and earn a good respect and a good chunk of money. Now think about the owner of the hospital who doesn’t do a single thing and earn because of the hardworking surgeon. The world is for the smart ones; not for the hardworking douchebag. Why would you work hard so that you would work hard in your future to? As the greatest creation is a creator, the greatest effort is the effort that ceases all efforts for all eternity.

                                                                                    Don’t waste your time chasing the society’s goals and dumb ambitions. They will ruin your potential awesomeness. Something is indeed better than nothing but loosing greatness for just “something” is pure pathetic and idiotic. Don’t be an idiot.Find about the great personalities and super rich people. Many started at places way below your standards. Some were just low class laborers pulling weights before owning hundreds of millions. Most of them did it through their own effort. Most of them were not unique awesome minds like Tesla or Einstein. They were just average people who had nothing left to do but to succeed. But you are continuously clinging onto an obstacle called “the path to a happy life”. Working for a hobby is happiness. But working for living is patheticness. Many people ended up as millionaires because they happened to lose the grip of the path for your happy life with a 50,000-100,000 dollar car and other stuff that goes along the same patheticness and ended up with multimillion dollar cars and houses and most importantly: a life that they don’t have to work to live happily ever after.

Rainbow Exorcism: Digital Demons_Teaser 3

Read part 1 and part 2. Enjoy yourself to the fullest. Transform yourself beyond all definitions.


We were only 13m away from their feet when they knocked down each other. What else would you expect? I was blown away the exact moment my fists touched that bitch’s (I mean Trinity’s) eyelashes. When I hit the trembling ground I didn’t hit with the mere 54kg of my physical weight. I’m not eh only one fighting. There is a whole lot going on this beleaguered heaven. Everything is correlated. Destiny is a dynamic experience. And on the top of that it’s-F**K- I just escaped from this. I’m not gonna accept it. I’m gonna hit this bitch and break her limbs.

                                I got up and hit her really hard. But after few kicks and punches, my offensivity was going down. The very sight of her motivated face reflected my actions. The seven 46m mechas fighting around us was constantly reminding me of the universal connection of everything. There are no isolated systems. Everything is correlated; causing the whole and caused by the whole. This didn’t make my body go numb. But my mind certainly became numb.

                                A giant foot which came between us separated us. A spaceship came and started using its Railcannons. I was surrounded by destruction. It all looked like a curse of god. But I knew hell a lot more than what meets the eye. I ran saving myself from the Railgun ammo and the giant feet of the mechas. I was becoming more and more of what I intended to create in the first place. A GZ-1593 model mecha crumbled at my feet, completely destroyed. I could see the struggle of the pilot to survive. I saw his agony. Not just that; I saw everything. I was looking at all the stats around me. I had this finely detailed report of the chaos around me. It was all so clear and heart penetrating. But it made me realize that ignorance is bliss.

                                                                These high-tech weapons of destruction people have built through such an effort, the reasons and motivation behind each soldier’s struggle, all the stats about the ammo, guns, mechas……I could just see all of it. I saw trinity coming at me. A Railcannon bullet pierced the ground 34cm away from her and the impact threw her off the ground. She almost got stepped on by a 115m heavy artillery mecha; you know the ones from FKR-3000 series that are like a copper-red walking fortress. I didn’t know whether I should be happy or sad or what. There was this weight of the whole universe making my legs go numb.

                                                        Every single action which means an interaction with the universe has an eternal effect on everything. Just come on……everything. Just…plz, someone make me a dumb bitch. A soldier in a massive Exoskeleton came running at me firing his plasma gun. He was vaguely aiming at the 2 Exos behind me. I barely dodged his plasma balls. These Exos too use a lot of melee weapons. I must say that they are new age knights with guns and I slowly understanding why. 

                        Through our evolution, everything became more and more subtle. Our bodies became weaker, but we became the most destructive. Thousands if not hundred thousand war epics happening in front of my senses at various levels spoke of our evolution better than anything. Everything is getting mixed into our daily lives. The leaders, the economy, the war… there has been such a lot happening around me. Through our evolution, better and wicked ways were created. The real war, the real economy is invisible. The multicolored mechas running havoc is just fan servicing wrapped around my senses.

                                                A Railcannon killed one of the Exos as collateral damage. What a gun it was! It was the massive shotgun version of the Railgun. The ammo was a complexly magnetized metal. When propelled, an electric current is sent through the ammo which screws around the stabilized system of electro magnets. The huge ammo dissects into multiple parts and acts as a hundred smaller Railguns. It’s an idea ripped off from the cluster bombs.

                That’s just some trivia. There are specific kinds of wave generators commonly referred to as “Deprams”. They are used to mess with the brain functions of the soldiers. It’s a very trendy gadget of the times. Every mecha has at least a weak one constantly working against the opponents. This isn’t even 2% of the madness and atrocities I can see. All of this is haunting me. Our real war is not what we see. The real war is a psychological one. We don’t want the physical world to be torn apart. Therefore everything is incorporated into our lives. Our great depression is our lives itself. Our demons lies in the waves around us…as information; bits, qubits, brainwaves……all just our own creations.

                                                I barely dodged her punch. I ran and stepped on a Exoskeleton and jumped back. She did the same. We kicked each other onto the ground. An Exoskeleton fell on Trinity’s legs. She had her armor. But on her expression I could see that it hurt a bit. I managed to get up. This was a good opening. I knew she is pissed. I knew that odds were stacked against me. I didn’t want to hurt her feelings again. She was in the fight for entertainment; But not anymore. I was desperate. There were only 700-800ms to take a decision. I did what I had to do. I charged at her.

                        She grabbed the 32kg mini-Railgun from the Exo-suited soldier and fired at me. The recoil made the gun hit her chin. I had already observed the stats about this SHANGRU-42 (rapid-fire) version she used. I managed to jump away, but onto a big brawl beside me. The Railgun ammo went so closely by my eyes that I felt like I was hit with a flash bang. I have never been hit with a one before. But I had observed more than sufficient data to simulate the experience.

                                                                With my eyes tightly closed I observed the world like never before. I was picking up every wave and was observing the world almost like from a 6^th sense. But I know it wasn’t any stereotypical 6^th sense. It’s something I had proposed to call direct perception. Though I had my eyes closed I observed Trinity standing up and coming at me with a piece of metal on her hands. One Exo knelt with a hard hit it received. I had fallen in between two fighters fighting with Vibrahammers. The heads of the hammers vibrate in a self-adjusted dynamic frequency that adjusts with the composition of the opponent to breakdown the opponent.

                                A well-tuned hit sends waves through the machine. Nerves of the pilot stimulate and suffer great pain apart from the brain damage. All out nuclear war is more of a cute fantasy battle compared to this (invisible) war of the war. I wanted to shut my senses from the happenings around me. My semi-divinity was becoming my greatest horror (yeah, I’ve got bigger horrors). There were so much acts of sorrow, fear, desperation, vengeance, valor, suffering and lamenting………all rooted on ignorance (bliss). I was crying looking at this yellow-black machine. Its Nano-engineered metal was getting beaten hard. As the broken machine fell on me, I crawled away thinking about myself retrospectively. Wasn’t I desperate! Wasn’t I scared! Am I not being the same kind of pathetic function of a massive battle?

                                                                Trinity cam in her shaking legs and attacked me and I countered. The victor of the previous battle I mentioned attacked another opponent while jumping into the air an got shattered in a way that is almost identical to getting vaporized by a Tri-Zeta AAA Railgun ammo which was intended for a 145m tall emerald and gold colored Heraclitus 9z mecha fired by a white and aqua blue 167m tall Neo-Genesis prototype mecha which has a hybrid design of an assault mecha and a fortress mecha and piloted by 6 ace pilots. And of course the ammo went through 3 skyscrapers of architectural excellence before piercing the ground with a shockwave.

                        I saw what was gonna happen 890ms before it happened. I jumped into a nearby crater of 5.45m depth. This must be the cliché she was mentioning. The impact shook the whole ground and tore it apart. The walls of the crater blasted and came at me. I was thrown into the air by the shockwave which went below my feet and sank to the ground by shuttered soil beneath me while getting buried in a pile of random stuff mixed with rich soil. What a city it was! The soil was the best soil I had ever known. This place is not merely a utopia. My knowledge should be capable of leading that New York civilization into something like this. But I was incapable of harvesting my knowledge. I became unable to give and cause enough reason to make such a hyper-utopia exist. I lost its Raison d'être.

                                               

                               

Getting personal

I’m gonna talk about something personal about me for the first time on this blog. I’m a person who doesn’t really get pissed off. I’m a do not create any conflict and love all sentience kind of a person. But I do get pissed off once in a blue moon and when I do I behave a lot like Makishima Shougo. Yes, that is how I look when I’m totally pissed. Remember what happened at his first encounter with Tsunemori Akane. When I’m totally pissed my psycho-pass hit zero. Makishima is a person who is highly annoyed by the ways of the world and that’s what might become of me if I get too cornered.

                                                Those who have watched Psycho-Pass should now get a feeling that this post is not really out of the place. I won’t put any scenes from the anime since it’s all a load of spoilers. Watch the anime. It’s one of the greatest anime ever made and also one of my favs. If you haven’t watched the anime, skip the first half of the post.

                                                                                                Most of you should be like WTF???!!! That’s not how you’ve known an angry person. When people get pissed off they don’t get calmer and calmer…BULLSHIT!!! Who the f@<k are you to define a person’s reactions to an emotion?? You can only define yourself. An idiosyncratic highly rational person would only get calmer by anger because it is the most efficient way of doing anything. There are people who can see the very source of a problem/annoyance and only think about removing it ASAP when they are in pissed off mood. Makishima is annoyed by the ways of the society and decides to wipe out the very foundation of the nation because he wants to live his ordinary relaxed life. Makishima himself says that he is just an ordinary man.

                                      These are the ones you shouldn’t cross. All your definitions related to understanding a person will collapse here. A person might look naïve because he/she is getting into a very thoughtful and disconnected mood when faced with odds. This is when you turn tail and run cuz there is no way for you to know how/why when you hit the floor out of blue. It’s not just anger; the same thing can happen with any emotion. When you get personal you must leave all your knowledge about feelings and etc.

                                                                   There are many occasions where psychiatrists fail or end up giving one of the worst solutions to the problem. If you go by the book you will suck. Any case will be easy if you set definitions on the spot. You are not talking to a mass produced robot. True that the Human 1.0s act as one of models which can be used to control them. But when you really get personal, things get more subtle with anyone. Getting to know a person is different from getting to know what is necessary to use him/her as a puppet.

                             Psycho-Engineers can design who they are. They can design the most convenient response patterns for themselves. I haven’t showed a significant amount of anger in years. But I’m not done removing it from my design. The only rational strategy is the above mentioned one of removing the source that stimulates the chain of events that leads to anger until being able to change the very response to that specific chain of events. Anybody thought of that small patch? It’s simple and small but can be very dangerous to mess with.

                                                          Similar things can be said about other responses such as sorrow, happiness, sarcasm, sincerity……..So stop trying to look at people from your crappy pathetic frame. You can never know a person to the depth without understanding his/her unique design of “self”. It’s a completely different code. Treat every single person’s responses as unique because that’s what they are. You start to get personal with a blank face like Neo (Matrix). You let them do the expression and understand it. Abandon your territory and step into his/her territory. If you are trying to understand a application written in Java with your knowledge of VB you will face many boundaries and hell a lot of misinterpretations.

When you get personal with someone you are not the one who is extracting info as many deludes it to be. You are the one who is exposing yourself to all new set of codes. Explore and enjoy; like Zen. Don’t try to fit things up and define personality types. That’s just a load of crap. You only explore people. An explorer doesn’t stay inside his garden and doesn’t try to change the places he explores. He let them be what they are enjoys his time and expands his horizons of understanding.

Why FAIL!!??

Failing till you succeed is a very common advice at the fingertips of anyone who know the subject of success. Failing till you succeed is admired and encouraged by many successful people who had went through a lot of harsh experiences. The method truly works. And of course it’s a major pain in the ass. When you go for something avant-garde and try to shake the world, you could fail… a lot. Read the above part again. If you are a regular reader or a newcomer who has a lot of wisdom, you should find something flawed about the above statement. If you know your way around Quantum Mechanics and Quantum computing, you already know that this is the worst advice of all that brings marvelous results.

                                                Yeah, fail till you succeed and you will become a legend. You will leave your mark. But you’ll also go through hell. If you want to go to a place walking will definitely get you there. But wouldn’t you prefer a limousine or something. Don’t be so concentrated on your work. Know your place. Know your context. Know what works for the audience. The main reason for people’s failure is not understanding the context. You are not the only sentience out there. You should understand how other people react. You have to be flexible. You must care about your approach as much as you care about your work.

                                                                             Remember what I’ve said about Dark City and Matrix. Dark City failed because of the wrong approach. What you do maybe great but people have to get it. You have to understand your context. Just think about how GAINAX handled Neon Genesis Evangelion and Gurren Lagann. Both of the stories feature similar way of storytelling such as dropping the hints for the viewer to figure out the half of the story including the most vital parts and divine looking scenes where you have to work your brain to the limits to figure out how it becomes scientific.

                                                          They are both highly successful anime. At the first glance they might be even seen as complete opposites. But from deep within they are pretty much same. Times had changed and GAINAX also changed their approach. Both of them are not properly understood by many but for different reasons. Both of them are very popular but for different reasons. Yet it is the same awesomeness.

                   If you change your ways of even doing the same thing, your success can change drastically. So be wise to slip into the minds of your chosen audience. Know what gets them into your work. You can’t expect everyone to get what you say or do. Put them in a journey that they would understand you. The final duels of Matrix Revolutions and Gurren Lagann has enough philosophy to fill a 500+ page book. If they were presented as a chat with the Architect (in Matrix) people wouldn’t have liked it. Instead the creators put the viewers in a journey. The some got it. Some got a part of it. And some didn’t. In the end, they became highly successful and popular.

                                                Next thing is knowing when to quit/stop. Be attentive. When you see that you are gonna go downhill, hit the brakes and lower your priorities. Give more places to alternatives. See how far you can you can go. Be a good analyzer. Be wise and see before it happens. The time doesn’t even exist. There are only causes and effects. When you know the details about your context you can figure out what is gonna happen in the future. This is why Steve Jobs kept succeeding in his work. He never failed when he introduced something completely new.

                                                                                      Your work affects and involves the world around you. Understand the world. Be flexible and adapt your work for your audience. Always be ready to hit the brakes and consider your chances. Analyze and know how things would turn out in the future. Be like a Pick Up Artist. Know and use your surroundings. You don’t have to fail. You’ll have to refine your work through experiences. But these methods had never failed me. I always succeed. Things won’t always turn out to be a complete hit. But you wouldn’t be failing if you pay attention to your context. Don’t separate yourself from the world. See it as an extension of yours. Break the fourth wall and incorporate your world into to your work.

Rainbow Exorcism: Digital Demons_Teaser 2

For the readers who liked the first teaser I’m giving a second one. This is the continuation of the first teaser. Like, comment and share. If this gets spread a lot, I might end up giving away more than half of the book on slickr-flikr for free. Enjoy and bake the noodle…………

Then I felt some more weight over me… all around me. The whole floor was shaking. Standing still meant running around like a drunkard. The quake was so violent that I felt my legs going numb. I wanted to surrender to the collapsing marvel yet my destiny stopped me from doing so. Why did I even decide this destiny for myself? I wanted to be broken apart before I reach the end.

                                        The remaining samurai’s were stricken in a complex mixture of both fear and confusion. “Might” would sum it up. My vision was too violent to see it clearly. But my mind was clear enough to perceive their agony. With my scythe brushing the floor, I was depicting that I’ve come to reap. Reap what? Maybe the grades for my skills. The unnaturally prolonged earthquake was pushing us apart while dissecting the riots. Yet the ones who needed to double back were keeping the close range with me. Somewhere inside of me I was crying for these guys. My I couldn’t see any other paths in my fate. The function of these soldiers is decided. They don’t leave cuz they don’t have any worth outside of the arena. Like a scripted event in a game I slayed the off like a final phase of a boss battle. This feeling of fatedness propelled me and gave me strength and made me feel that “all’s gonna be well.

                                                                                Losing control and surrendering to destiny was such a comfort. My laments for the dead felt nothing more than an icon indicating an environmental hazard. The quake died down and I slowly walked away like a dragon leaving a massacred arena. Letting go of the scythe-No-nooo-God…damn it. Pick it up…..[Exhales]….. Nope. It’s dumb, but for some reason… no scythe. Where do I see the ……yeah, the time traveling future seeing stuff. Maybe déjà vu.

But…what if it’s not!......!!!

I saw a phantom-two of them getting red. They knew-I knew that I’m closing on a great revelation. I stepped back and turned round and round like a lone protagonist awaken in a freshly deconstructed hyper-utopia as I realized that I had crossed the holy line of human awareness. I stepped on the land of God(‘s) or maybe its master’s soil. I almost realized all that is about destiny. It made me feel so small, fragile and valueless. Maybe it’s not me but my destiny.

                        It’s said that it takes a great wisdom to know that you don’t know. But more than wisdom, it takes a great deal of courage to know the uncertainty of all reality. I only had a glimpse but that’s all it took to shatter me into a zillion pieces. I wanted to run away and forget it all. I was so scared to call that awareness mine. I had to do everything I could to run away. I moved my legs. But the answers to all musings of mankind didn’t go away.

                                                                When I self-imposed my destiny to be Engkami, I didn’t meant it in this way or this quick. All I needed was the purgation from my-No!NO!!.......SHUT up. Shut the hell up!!! I don’t want a backdoor to divinity. Do you think people mean it when they say that they want to be billionaires overnight?? Get REAL. I don’t want to end the franchise right here.  I even wondered whether I’d be able to see the end! F*** enlightenment. F*** total comprehension. I don’t know a s**t about them. I want to invent god; not to wake up as a one. I WANT SURVIVAL GAME.

                                        That’s when I got hit on the face. Now it’s all gone away. Damn this feels good. I need to play by the rules. You know……like Newton and Einstein. The spear like rod sank to the ground while I dodged it and tackled the bitch who punched me. We were both on ground dipping in each other’s eyes and she was smirking. It is kind of nice to wake up from a dream of heaven because of your brawling brother and know you still have your average American family.

                        Then I heard; I saw choppers flying over me there was a weird 2ft. tall monkey like creature looking at me. It was interested in me. A photograph of a similar animal was taken on 2003. I saw it on a book about aliens. Then it ran away; scared. Some black ops guys ran after it. Well…actually they looked like some ghost squad from 2025 or something. My pain had reduc…. Wait! I’m in New York. Well um…mnnn… I…I..llost momentum. Anybody now the feeling of getting stretched and used to something big (monster sized) in between your legs. Feels a bit relaxing. Yeah, step by step. Let them keep guessing.

                                                        What the….. I think I fainted. No. I feel such a nice breeze. I know that’s just too much representation of the aplomb wind. But……. Let’s just master this level. Damn she is fast. I’m barely dodging her. I can see all her moves, strats and everything but…the gal is too fast. I tried blocking few punches. They shouldn’t do much more than cracking a brick wall; not breaking.

                                        The duel was all hand to hand. I did showed off my skills with tools and gadgets but I myself felt like I should know how to manage without them. I’m barely keeping up with this chick. Wait I said chick; not bitch. The girl is like a Lara Croft with 70% of the skin covered. For her mentality, I only saw playfulness. She always had this cute and intoxicated smirk on her face with her copper colored hair dangling all around like a plant under a heavy storm. I lost track of my own emotions while I was dipping in hers. No wonder why people don’t know who they truly are. They are always staring at others!

                                                       

                                I was feeling a pain all over my body. Not an intense pain. Just what you get when you are too tired. She came into close range. I mean 2cm between our lips close. As I blocked and dodged back, she hit me with a metal rod that was nearby. I flew like a chicken and landed. I was lying there is the same position that lions use. But my expression looked pathetic and knew I was gonna get kicked in the face. But suddenly she stopped charging at me and took 2 and a 0.5 steps back. She giggled. I didn’t get the joke.

                                                        I felt things getting more……human. I felt that this is gonna take some time. This girl has expressions. She is not the ass-kicking monster. With her hands on her hips she said “haven’t you heard of this cliché?” while twisting her tongue. Sexy…she should be full of juices. But then I was like “what!!?”

                        “Oh! Honey, you can see everything. But….. can you keep up with everything? Hmmm….. do I hit any memory cells?”

I sighed. I think I had fainted on the park. There was no pain anymore. I was completely numb. My eyes were open but I couldn’t really move my body. I felt getting dragged; into another dream. Really…what’s the big difference between this and the other one##? My effort felt like an effort to move a dead body. I’m scared…. Scared …………. Scared ………………………………

                                                “Come on. You had a life, right? I mean at least an anime for teens…. This cliché…you don’t get it!”

                        Now what the heck is she talking about? I thought this was about my destiny. I have lost grip of the Central York. No, it was a different name. I wouldn’t be going there, would I? It’s all about what’s ahead, right? I don’t want to look back.

“Damn. Why don’t you accept yourself as the being you are!!!”

                                        This bitch kicked me in the tummy. A huge spaceship like thing came crashing down. Why didn’t I pay any attention to the sky or the far horizon?!? I got my second kick in the tummy when I realized that sh*t gets real now. A comfortable portion of my rationality was working. I knew that I had to survive to see the marvel of a high-tech battlefield. If you enjoy seeing Godzilla, you neither run nor stand still.

                                                        I started countering this bitch. My stomach was feeling really bad. But I held on. I wanted to see the glorious war. To see it, I have to survive. If you love seeing Godzilla, move and engage in action. I have to be kicking ass or else I’m gonna die because of getting distracted by war.

                                                                I felt like asking her name. WTF is happening to me?!....... And suddenly she says “Trinity…. It’s Trinity. That’s my name” and twists her tongue. This pissed me off. The bitch is playing games with me! I can’t focus well enough to read her deep within. A 50ft tall mecha flew over our heads breaking the whole tower behind me. The mecha got blown away into pieces. I used this Trinity chick as a shield and also punched her in the nose.

                        I must say that her warrior looking outfit wasn’t just for the show. It can do a lot more than acting as an armor against mu punches and kicks. Well… she did spit some blood after the huge piece of metal and explosive ammo hit her on the back. I knew that this is a great opening for me. I punched her more. Right before I deliver a hard kick on her face, I saw a childish expression on her. She was like “ I didn’t kicked you I the face when I had the chance. Why are you getting advantage of the situation like this?”

                                                 Pretty childish. But I stung my very existence. The context is just like what it was with the samurais. But this is hard. I feel that my destiny is not a roller-coaster ride anymore. All will be well, but would I be well after doing all this? I felt the weight of interacting with sentience. It’s not a simple “I will be evolved to the next level by the time I beat the crap out of her” anymore.

                        Then I started seeing the effects of my actions. She used to fight like the water. There was a magnificent flow. Every move she made felt like a part of a one big combo. She looked very teasing and playful. But now she looks at me like a pissed off child with her red eyes. She charged at me and started fighting me with a passion and purpose. She had lost all her beautiful dance like flow. Her moves became quick and subtle. She was becoming more and more like the burning fire.

                                                        I am now witnessing the metamorphic impact of my actions. Sure I create reality using the input of my senses. But that doesn’t make me the owner of reality. I was too gung-ho thinking deluding that I’ve uncovered the knowledge for mastering the universe. But it turns out that my destiny is not the only one out there.

                                        The ground was already shaking. But it got really violent as we charged at each other for a special attack. Two 150m tall mechas came at 340km/h and made their own special attack simultaneously with ours. I almost felt those mechas to be a surreal allegorical representation of us. But it was very real. It’s true that those blue and white mechs were too elegant for war machines. But the shockwave of their elector-charged behemoth swords and AG-shields clashing together sent us flying like candy wrappers.

                               

Arnold's Bodybuilding for Men

Arnold Schwarzenegger wrote a book with the above title. He wrote it with his own experiences. Everything in the book worked for him. The book is all about what made him who he is as a bodybuilder. Today a famous doctor mentioned about this book and talked about a research he had done with his friends. They have met about 700 people who bought the book and practiced everything in the book. Some had done every single thing written in the book for almost 2 years. But most of them didn’t have any notable results and none of them were even close to what Arnold Schwarzenegger was.

                                                Different people have different bodies. You might only see very few body types. But depending on the biological functions of the individual’s body, there can be about 3400 body types. Even if you give 100% commitment, dedication and effort and follow every single thing in the book, you only have a chance of 1 in 3400 to get the full results. This is what I see as the biggest hazard of dogmas. There is no method that suites everybody perfectly. You will never even awaken your full potential by following the footsteps of the greatest people ever known.

If you read some origins about arhats you will see various paths of enlightenment of different individuals. For some it took a great deal of time spent in jungles in solitude. Some just meditated on a random object. Some became enlightened by just hearing some words. Some have become enlightened during every day work or right after f@<king the hottest babe in the town. People come to realizations in their own ways. You have to find what suites you.

                                                First of all you have to be very much self-centered and self-aware. Then you can actually know yourself for real without relying on the delusional yardsticks of the society. Then you can start exploring the tracks left by the ones who went ahead of you. This blog is one such trail. When you know yourself you know what kind of path is right for you. If go to Himalayas to meditate like some of those people, I know that I’ll be completely f@<ked from top to bottom. As I’ve said before, my methods are not the only ones. These are what work for me and these are also the most comfortable ways. There might be ones who lose the grip of everything when things go highly comfortable. Those people will have to find other ways.

                                                                                                When you figure out what kind of methods suite you, go ahead in that direction. If you have played Deus Ex you should know this really well. There are many ways of approaching and accomplishing what you intend. You have to find out what is most compatible with you and stick to it. The already enlightened ones can only give you tips and tricks for your transcendence. You have to make your own path towards realization. If you are not me, following my exact methods aren’t going to give you’re the same understanding of the world. You have to bake your own noodle and re-invent my methods for yourself.

                                    I re-invented Buddha’s teachings for myself and I feel it to be like advanced quantum mechanics. Might sound crazy or absurd for some, but that’s what happened here. Whatever you come across, you have to re-invent it and own the realization for yourself. The real Tao cannot be told. One can only manipulate lies in a way that others would come to the same realization when they bake the noodle and dig deep. Without your own version of realization you are not enlightened. You’d be just a parrot. Be the owner of truth; not a person who stare at it and say wow! This is truth.